She lost her baby and she passed away. I miss her a lot.
When you miss someone you normally pull out a picture of them to look at but I don't have any pictures of me and her.
I took one picture of her when she was dressed up for Halloween but we don't have any pictures together. This is why today I take so many pictures. I make sure I have tons of pictures of everyone I care about because I never know what's going to happen. I didn't know she was going to get sick and pass away. I don't know if one of my friends could get sick or get in an accident and pass away. So now I try to have a picture with everyone, it seems kinda selfish, when you think about it , wanting to have a personal thing that you can hold onto forever of that person you miss when you think about how everyone doesn't get that luxury but when it comes to this I'm okay with seeming selfish. If i could do it all over again I would be selfish and take pictures with her every time I saw her.
I took her death pretty hard being one of the ones death I could remember clearly in my head unlike the ones of older family members that happened when I was little. My mom saw me taking this so hard and contacted Quinn who we had met through Lesslie. One thing led to another and I started working for Quinn and we became friends. I miss Lesslie terribly but I know there was a reason this happened. I know there is a God up there who loves us and holds us in His arms during the sad times.
I miss you a lot Lesslie. Thank you for being a good friend and introducing me to Quinn. Thank you for everything<3 I miss you but I know you aren't hurting anymore and that someday I'll see you again.
I know I've said it a bunch but the words "I miss you" keep rolling through my head. The words "I wish" are here as well.
I wish we could have been better friends,
I wish we had more time together,
I wish things weren't so hard.
I wish my heart did hurt so much when I thought about you.
I miss you Lesslie.
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